Interiors《我心深处（1978）》完整中英文对照剧本.docx

遇上伊芙的时候我从司法学校已经退学了IhaddroppedoutoflawschoolwhenImetEve.她很漂亮Shewasverybeautiful.脸色苍白，在黑大衣下显得很清爽Verypale,coolinherblackdress,只戴着一串珍珠项链withneveranythingmorethanasinglestrandofpearls.而且冷漠，总是一副泰然自若的样子Anddistant.Alwayspoisedanddistant.等到女孩们都出生了一切都很完美，井井有条Bythetimethegirlswereborn,itwasallsoperfect,soordered.当然，回头再看，还是捉艰苦的1.ookingback,ofcourse,itwasrigid.事实上Thetruthis她创造了一个世界，而我们生活在其中she'dcreatedaworldaroundusthatweexistedin,这个世界井然有序，总是显得很和睦whereeverythinghaditsplace,wheretherewasalwaysakindofharmony.张显着高贵的气质Greatdignity.不过在我看来那就像是一个冰雕的宫殿Iwillsay.itwaslikeanicepalace.然后突然有一天Thensuddenlyoneday,无缘无故outofnowhere,在我们的脚下出现了一个巨大的深渊anenormousabyssopenedupbeneathourfeet而我看见了一张陌生的面孔andIwasstaringintoafaceIdidn'trecognize.*毛&hearts泽♥东♥有着普遍的影响力"ThebasicpopularityandappealofMao在所谓的美国马♥克♥思&hearts注义者中间"forso-calledAmericanMarxists."而这应该是随着Thisissupposedtogointhesequence-随着第二卷谈到的南非的事情之后出现的inunderthesequenceinreeltwoaboutSouthAfrica.呃我们会举出两个例子Um.whatwewannadoisgettwoexamples.他的风格是马♥克♥思♥列♥宁&hearts注义毛♥泽♥东♥的风格TheideaishisstylewasMarxist-Leninist-Mao'sstyle-和下层阶级的人♥民♥容易亲近是因为他用的那套说教方法butthathewasaccessibletothelowerclassesbecauseofhisuseofhomilies.例如：最难的就是一生都做适当的事情"Anexampleis:"Thehardestthingistoactproperlythroughoutone,swholelife.,这到底是什么意思？或者更糟糕的是Whatthehelldoesthatmean?Or,evenworse.伊芙，你怎么来了？Eve.1wasn'texpectingyou.希望我没有打扰你没有，我只是在想会是谁-1hopemnotdisturbingyou.-No.Ijustcouldn'timaginewhoitwas.-乔依在吗？她在哪儿？在洗澡，喝点什么？-IsJoeyhere?Where,sJoey?-Intheshower.CanIgetyouanything?噢，不麻烦的话一些咖啡就可以了Oh,justsomecoffee,ifyoudon'tmind.不，不麻烦No,it'snotroubleatall.我找到一个很配门厅的花瓶Ithinkvefoundaverynicevaseforthefoyer.嗯哼Uh-huh.可能你觉得有点奢侈但并不是这样，整体来看的话You'llprobablythinkit,sanextravagance,butit'snot,allthingsconsidered.这些东西变得越来越珍贵Thesepiecesarebecomingincreasinglyrare.精致吗？Isn'tthatexquisite?希望你会喜欢，因为真的很适合放在门厅Ihopeyoulikeit,becauseit'sperfectforthefoyer.伊芙，在门厅已经有一个花瓶了Wealreadyhaveavaseinthefoyer.Eve.是有，不过如果我们重铺地板的话就不合适了Yes,butthiswillneverlookrightwhenweredothefloors.我不明白为什么非得重铺地板不可veneverunderstoodwhytheyhavetoberedone.你说什么？迈克尔，我们已经讨论过了你不记得啦？你也答应了What?Wediscussedallthat,Michael.Don'tyouremember?Youagreed.这些东西重做两三次很费钱Itcostsmoneytohavethesethingsdoneandredonetwoandthreetimesover.不过.房♥子显得太空旷了Butthe.It'ssuchalargefloorspace.我们都同意浅一些的颜色会让房♥子看起来好一些Weagreedthepalertoneswouldmakeamoresubtlestatement.白木会很可爱的Palewoodswouldbelovely.我从没同意过什么，总是由你告诉我而已Ineveragreedaboutanything.malwaysbeingtold.-我才不会那样-那你是怎样的？-1wouldn'tputitthatway.-Howwouldyouputit?客厅刚弄好，又需要修整Firstthelivingroomwasfinished,thenitwasn't.接下来又得改卧室，现在又要掀地板了Thenthebedroomneededmorework.Nowthefloorshavetobestripped.沙发是你选的，然后你又不喜欢-沙发很可爱-Youpickedthesofa,thenyouhatedit.-Itwasalovelypiece.但尺寸不对，又没有精确地测量过Itjustwasthewrongscale.Thisisnotanexactscience.有时候只有先看了之后再感觉Sometimesyoujusthavetoseeit,thenyougetthefeelofit.-你不喜欢把它放在卧室里吗？我觉得不在卧室更好-Youdidn'tlikethatinthebedroom?-1getbetteruseoutofithere.如果你要放在这儿，也不错反正都得用Ifyouutilizeditinhere,that,sfine.It'smeanttobeused,但是我们本来打算用在卧室里的butitwaspartofwhatweweredoinginthebedroom.它很窗帘和床单很相配，我觉得It'stheshadeandthebedspread,theyseteachotheroffsonicely.Ithought.-花瓶多少钱？-他们要400美元-Howmuchisthevase?-They'reasking$400.-伊芙，你就不能让我喘口气好吧，迈克尔，我会把它退了-Givemeabreak.Eve.-Allright,Michael.I'llreturnit.你介意把窗户关上吗？街上的噪音让人觉得烦躁Wouldyoumindclosingthewindow?Thestreetnoisesarejustunnerving.-我希望你们不会吵架不会的-1hopeyouaren'thavinganargument.-Notatall.噢，那衣服不错，颜色很特别Oh,Ilovethatsuit.It'sauniquecolor.蕾娜达说这是冰灰色Renatacallsiticegrey.你穿起来很漂亮，迈克尔，对吧？Itmakesyoulookverybeautiful.Isn'tshebeautiful,Michael?很可爱-我不觉得可爱-Verylovely.-1don'tfeellovely.我一整天都在第二大道上逛来逛去vebeenrunningupanddownSecondAvenueallday.噢，哇，这是给我们的吗？真精致Oh,wow.Isthisforus?It'sexquisite.-不，我只是拿给迈克尔看-太贵r-No.IwasjustshowingittoMichael.-It'stooexpensive.是吗？那太糟了Really?Well,that'stoobad.伊芙，我们留下它不，不用-Eve,let,skeepit.-No,no.我们留下，很漂亮，我们得好好设计一下Yeah.It'sverybeautiful.We'llworksomethingout.不，只是看见它很兴奋，也不知道为什么No,Iwasjustcarriedawaybyit.Idon'tknowwhy.我想是因为很特别，不过太奢侈了Guessit'sbecauseit,ssounique.Butitisanextravagance.我找找看同一种风格，不过价钱合适些的lljustlookforsomethingalongthesamelinesatabetterprice.不过它真的适合放在卧室里Butthisreallybelongsinthebedroom放在这儿太不显眼rbecauseit'stooinsignificantapieceforinhere.那颜色和旁边光滑的表面很不配Theshadeisjustwrongagainstalltheseslicksurfaces.我会把它放回去的不，我再试试其它地方-I'llputitback.-No.Iwanttotryitinadifferentspot.我再给你们挑些东西Icanfixsomethingforyou,一些不太贵的somethingmoreinexpensive.我已经看上了一套白蜡制的也许是炮铜的I'veseensomenicepewters.Um,maybegunmetal.若你们喜欢，我能让帘子料子更光滑一些AndIcanmaketheshadeinasmootherfabric,ifyouprefer.不过我们应该坚持用米色和褐色Butweshouldstickwithmybeigesandmyearthtones.'米色和'别责怪她-nBeigesand.,-Stoppickingonher.没人说她她只是得了病-Nobody'spickingonher.-She'sasickwoman.-真不错-嗯，挺好的"That'sgreat.-Yes,it'snice.还好吗？Sohowdoyoufeel?没事，只是有点累，就这样mfine.mjustalittletired,that'sall.-喝点咖啡-谢谢-Coffee.-Oh,thankyou.给你说，太多工作了，太累了Oh,Itellyou,somanyjobs.It'sjustexhausting.是啊，我知道，我不明白为什么你能那么投入做那些Yeah,Iknow.Ican'tgetoverhowyousortofjumprightinanddoit.我喜欢做，喜欢忙的感觉Well,Ilikeit.Iliketobebusy.我觉得已经从不稳定的时候熬过来了，你觉得呢？AndIthinkIcansaythatmycomebackisovertheshakyperiod.Wouldn'tyousay?我也觉得是，你的工作好多了实际上比以前好多了Ithinkso.Ithinkyourworkisbetter,infact,thanit'severbeen.-是吗？-是啊-Doyou?-Yeah.我不得不承认最近听了一些很特别的赞美Well,IhavetoadmitthatIhavereceivedsomeratherspecialcomplimentslately.-哦，是吗？-嗯哼-Oh,yeah?-Uh-huh.我的情绪高涨，自我感觉很好Yes.Well,myspiritsarehigh.mfeelinggoodaboutmyself.不能否认有时会遇到挫折NottosaythatIdon'trunintoanoccasionalsetback,不过好久没有感觉这么自信了butIhaven'treallyfeltsoconfidentinalongtime.你看起来好多了Youlookbetterthanyouhaveinages.噢，最近和爸爸说过话吗？Oh.HaveyoutalkedtoDadlately?没有，他还在希腊No.He'sstillinGreece.他回来的时候，你得向他保证我很好Whenhecomesback,Ihopeyou'llcorroboratethestateofmywellbeing.当然Ofcourse.我已经朝他觉得不可能的方向努力了vepulledmyselftogetherinawaythatheneverthoughtpossible.我觉得你真的很棒噢-1mean,you'rereallyimpressive.-Oh.也许最后得讨论一下和解的问题Well,maybeareconciliationcouldfinallybediscussed.你觉得呢？Thinkso?不过没那么多的时间Well,ithasn'tbeenthatmuchtime.我真的不不知道Ireallydon't.Idon'tknow.-为什么你总是这么消极？-我不觉得这是消极-Whyareyoualwayssonegative?-1don'tthinkthatwasnegative.噢，你总是不愿意鼓励我我不知道是为什么Oh,you'realwaysreluctanttoencourageme.Idon'tknowwhy.妈妈，我知道你很乐观但你也必须现实点儿Mother,Iknowthatyou'reoptimistic,butit'simportantforyoutoberealistic,too.-你还准备说什么？没什么-Istheresomethingyou'renotsaying?-No.洛贝尔医生认为你♥爸♥爸Dr.Lobeldoesn,tthinkit'sunrealistic和我和解不是不现实的，只是一个目标tohopethatyourfatherandImightreconcile.It'sjustagoal.好吧，我不会再说什么丧气的话了Fine.Ididn'tsayanythingtogetinthewayofthat.你总是让人听起来好像是不可能的事Youalwaysmakeitsoundasthoughit'simpossible.-我没有说不可能-你说了，你暗示了很多-1didn'tsayitwasimpossible.-Yes,youdid.Youimplythatalot.蕾娜达就觉得我们会和解Renatathinksit,sgoingtohappen.我敢肯定她不会那么说-她说了，她含蓄地表达过-msureshedidn,tsaythat-Shedid.Sheimpliedthat可能是你误解了不，她只会往好的方面看-Maybeyoureadintoit.-No.Shejustlooksonthebrightside.哦，真好，太棒了，我只是认为你不应该骗自己Oh,great.That'swonderful.Ijustdon'tthinkyoushoulddeludeyourselfeither.所以你父亲没希望再想和我住一起咯？Sothere,snochanceyourfatherwillwanttolivewithme?-我没那么说蕾娜达认为会有机会的-1didn'tsaythat.-Renatathinksthere'sagoodchance.-等着看吧你就是不愿意鼓励我-Justwaitandsee.-Youjustrefusetoencourageme.-为什么你不和蕾娜达讨论这个呢？-我会的，谢谢你提醒，我会的-Whydon'tyoudiscussitwithRenata?-1will,thankyou.Iwill.妈妈一直在走来走去Motherpacedallthetime.她She.呃Um.她患失眠症Shewasaninsomniac.你总能，呃听见她上楼Youcould,um.alwayshearherupstairs半夜起来踱步pacinginthemiddleofthenight.不过她从医院回来之后，次数更多了Butthatwasmorewhenshe.gotbackfromthehospital.我，呃.1.uh.我看见她Isawher.第一天他们带她回来的时候，呃thefirstdaythattheybroughtherback.Um.她得承受She'dhadallthis.电击疗法，而且.她的头发变成灰白色electricshocktherapyand.herhairlookedgrey.我简直不敢相信，就像就像AndIcouldn'tbelieveit.Itwas.Itwaslike.她是一个陌生人shewasastranger.那之后，她总是.Afterthat,shewasalwayssortof,um.进来，然后出去cominginand.goingout.我想你.Iguessyou.你绝不会知道youneverknew.她神经衰弱之前，是个很成功的女人她的要求一向很高Beforeherbreakdown,shewasverysuccessful.Shewasverydemanding.她，呃She,uh.她供父亲读完司法学校，还资助他开始事业的第一步sheputDadthroughlawschoolandfinancedthestartofhispractice.所以从某种意义来说，他就像是她创造出来的一样Soinasense,itwaslikehewashercreation.我们一直在姑姑和表兄妹间被推来推去Wekeptgettingshuffledaroundtoauntsandcousins.我想乔依最惨，因为AndIguessJoeyhadtheworstofit,cos.她小的时候很容易紧张她很聪明，你知道吗？她Asakid,Joeywasveryhigh-strung.Shewasabrightkid,youknow?She.她很敏感Shewasverysensitive.我们有时候和父亲在一起大多是一起吃周日的早餐We'dspendsometimewithDad,mostlylongSundaybreakfasts.我总是嫉妒父亲和她的关系我总觉得他偏爱乔依Ialwaysresentedhisrelationshiptoher.IalwaysfeltthathefavoredJoey.看起来好象他俩很亲密而我被排除在外ItjustseemedthattheywereverycloseandthatIwasleftout.我喜欢弗雷德里克IlikeFrederick.他很高贵而且说一定会成为作家Hehasdignity.andpromiseasawriter.我的实力是显而易见的Myownstrengthisvisual.蕾娜达，你的形象很耀眼Yourimagesarevisual,Renata.坦白说Andinallcando相对于迈克来说我更喜欢弗雷德里克ImuchpreferFredericktoMike.迈克很好，妈妈Mike'sfine,Mother.他老是用味道很浓的须后水Well,heusesaverystrongaftershave.-弄得整个屋子都是我不想谈那个-Itpermeatesthehouse.-1don,twannatalkaboutit.你觉得如果我给他另外一种古龙水他会换吗？DoyouthinkthatifIboughthimanotherkindofcolognehewouldswitch?我们能谈点别的吗？-好吧，我得送给他些-Canwetalkaboutsomethingelse?-Well,letmegivehimsome.那么我们就不用再谈了算是我送他的礼物Thenwewon,thavetotalkaboutit.It'lljustbemygift.我们能不能谈点其它事情？Couldwepleasetalkaboutsomethingelse?这样，我来说，我会直接说1.ook,Iwannasaysomething.mgonnabeverydirect.我觉得是时候该说了Ithinktheoccasioncallsforit.这个问题我已经想了很久了vedonealotofthinkingaboutthismatter而且反省了很多次andagreatdealofsoul-searching.既然孩子们都独♥立♥了我觉得我也该过自己的生活了Nowthatthegirlsareallontheirown,Ifeelthatformyownself我不得不作这个决定Imustcometothisdecision,而且我很慎重得考虑了thoughIdon,ttakeitlightly.我认为自己是个尽职的丈夫一个负责的父亲Ifeelvebeenadedicatedhusbandandaresponsiblefather,对要求我做的一切我并不觉得后海andIhaven'tregrettedanythingvebeencalledupontodo.现在我觉得该自己过段时间了NowIfeelIwanttobebymyselfforawhile.所以，我决定搬出这个房♥子Andconsequently,I'vedecidedtomoveoutofthehouse.我不知道最后搬出去的时候感觉是什么，而且也不是不可改变的1don'tknowhowllfeelaboutitwhenIfinallydoit,andit'snotirrevocable,不过我觉得我一定得试试butIfeelit,ssomethingIhavetotry.就像我说的，这不是不可改变的Now,asIsay,it,snotanirrevocablesituation.只是分开一段时间It'saseparation.可能是最好的方法，也可能不是Itmaybeforthebest.Itmaynot.但我想在饭桌上说出来这样事情都很公开ButIwantedtolayitonthetablesothateverythingisopen也尽量地直接andasdirectaspossible.你能不能别那么重地吸气？Willyoupleasenotbreathesohard?我要搬出去是什么意思？-I'llmoveout.-Whatdoesthatmean?-我不想住在这个房♥子里了-伊芙,你考虑一下-1don'twanttoliveinthishouse.-Eve,thinkaboutit.我要搬出去！瞧，这不是无法挽回的-llmoveout!-Look,it'snotirrevocable.只是试着分开一下It,satrialseparation.我不能单独过Ican'tbealone.-伊芙.-现在我不想讨论细节-Eve.-1don,twannadiscussthedetailsnow.对我很难熬It,saverybadtimeforme.一年前我就开始衰弱Myimpotencesetinayearago.就开始瘫痪Myparalysis.我突然觉得自己不能再写作了IsuddenlyfoundIcouldn'twriteanymore.也许我不该说突然确切说是从上个冬天开始的Rather,1shouldn'tsaysuddenly.Actually,itstartedhappeninglastwinter.好象我越来越多的时间开始考虑死亡Increasingthoughtsaboutdeathjustseemedtocomeoverme.呃，就是Um,these,uh.提前想到自己的死亡问题Apreoccupationwithmyownmortality.觉得.工作很无意义These.feelingsoffutilityinrelationtomywork.我是说，我到底在努力创造什么呢？Imean,justwhatamIstrivingtocreateanyway?我是说，是什么目的？打算怎样？有什么目标？Imean,towhatend?Forwhatpurpose,whatgoal?我是说Imean.我真的在乎死之后有人读我的诗歌♥吗？DoIreallycareifahandfulofmypoemsarereadaftermgone?那样算是一种补偿吗？IsthatsupposedtobesomesortOfcompensation?过去我认为是Iusedtothinkitwas,不过but.现在，由于某些缘故.now,forsomereason.我不能好象不能Ican't.Ican'tseemto.改变快死去的真正寓意Ican'tseemtoshaketherealimplicationofdying.很可怕It,sterrifying.它的奥妙让我很烦嘀Theintimacyofitembarrassesme.怎么了？你还在想你的妈妈吗？What'sthematter?Youstillthinkingaboutyourmother?真不敢相信蕾娜达居然鼓励她给她灌输错误的希望Ican'tbelieveRenataencouragesher.Shefillsherfulloffalsehope.她只是想让她精神振奋She'sjusttryingtokeepherspiritsup.我想辞职Iwannaquitmyjob.噢,乔依!Oh,Joey!我没法专心，没法集中精神Ican'tkeepmymindonit.Ican'tconcentrate.我整天坐在那儿，看别人的稿子我失去兴趣了Isitthereallday,readingotherpeople'smanuscripts,andIloseinterest我很头疼，而我还得写一些看法对作者来说并不公平Igetheadaches.Thenmmeanttowriteanopinion.It'snotfairtotheauthors.一个月前你说你终J-找到感兴趣的了Amonthagoyousaidyoufinallyfoundsomethingyouenjoyed.是啊，可我错了Well,1waswrong.我想过问去演戏Ithinkaboutgoingbacktoacting.可我不是个演员mnotanactress.不能再做那个了有芙琳一个演员就够rCan'tdothatagain.Flyn'stheactressinthisfamily.为什么你不和我一起工作？Whydon'tyouworkwithme?因为我对政♥治♥活动不感兴趣Becausepoliticalactivityisnotmyinterest.我太以自我为中心了mtooself-centeredforthat.那就是我要说的那会让你变得不像自己That'smywholepointItwouldgetyouoffyourself.有时我想若我们有个孩子SometimesIthinkifwehadachild.噢，老天Oh,God.我觉得，那真让我紧张我是说完全不能改变1mean,thatreallymakesmeanxious.Imean.it'stotallyirrevocable.摄影呢？过去你很喜欢那个Whateverhappenedtoyourphotography?Youusedtobesohotonthat.我讨厌那个，真愚蠢Ihateit.It'sstupid.我觉得我很需要表达一些东西Ifeelarealneedtoexpresssomething不过我不知道我想表达什么或者是怎样表达butIdon'tknowwhatitisIwanttoexpressorhowtoexpressit.给妈妈选生日礼物总是很难简直不可能It'salwayssodifficultgettingMotherabirthdaypresent.It'simpossible.求你，我们别一直呆在宴会上我还想把校对做完Please,let'snotstayforeverattheparty.Iwannafinishproofreadingthosegalleys.噢，弗雷德里克，别这样我很难见到妈妈Oh,comeon,Frederick.Really,IhardlyeverseeMother.实际上我很难和她呆一会儿Ihardlyeverspendtimewithheratall.没那么糟糕，芙琳会在那儿的Itwon'tbesoterrible.Flynwillbethere.真恐怖，我们得陷入最新的好莱坞八卦了Terrific.WegetcaughtuponthelatestHollywoodgossip.嗅，弗雷德里克，你知道芙琳喜欢你Oh,comeon,Frederick.YouknowFlynlikesyou.别表现得像是屈草四似的，我认为她会感觉你屈身向她说话Anddon'tbehavecondescendingly.Ithinkshesensesyoutalkdowntoher.我没屈身跟她谈话，我喜欢听到关于她头发和体重的报道Idon'ttalkdowntoFIyn.Ilovehearingaboutherhairandherweight还有她最新做的烂电视节目andthelatestpieceofTVjunkshe'sdone.好了，那是她的生活Well,that'sherlife.不管怎样，你得承认她是个性感的小姑娘Andanyway,youhavetoadmitsheisasexylittlegirl.不，芙琳是性感的反面No.Flynistheoppositeofsexy.嘿，围巾怎么样？Hey,whataboutascarf?芙琳面临的问题和我的上一本书样Flynsuffersfromthesamethingmylastbooksufferedfrom.是个很好的只有形式没有内容的例子She'saperfectexampleofformwithoutanycontent.真是深刻，而你还没开始喝酒呢That'sveryprofound.Andyouhaven'tevenstarteddrinkingyet.我是很深刻，不过不是可以得奖的作家Iamprofound.Butmnottheaward-winningwriter.你应该给我一些关于性和其它现象的见解You'resupposedtobegivingmeinsightsintosexandotherphenomena.-真的-是吗？走吧-Really.-Really?C'mon,let'sgo.Frederick.你看起来真令人难以置信妈妈，不过最主要的是你感觉很好Youlookfabulous,Mother.Butthemainthingisthatyou'refeelingwell.是的，不过我很容易就感到疲倦我能帮上忙吗？-Yes,butItiresoeasily.-CanIhelpwithsomething?乔依说你正想着接一些装饰的项目Joeysaysyou'rethinkingabouttakingonsomedecoratingprojects.是的，乔依希望我做不过我不会接任何工作Yes.)oeypushesme.Butmnotgoingtoacceptanything除非我确定自己保持所期望的那个水平untilmsureIcanmaintainthelevelthatIexpectofmyself.妈妈，我真不敢相信看到的，太美了Mother,Ican'tbelievethisview.It,sjustbeautiful.我已经习惯了mgettingusedtoit.我想念大海Imissthesea.芙琳真性感Ican'tge